ooow dear!
poor rivani, i wish everything gon' be ok. i hope so! this accident happened over and over again, I was hit by a car, and i must stand on this condition again again and again; yes right that was sign of goodness was given by God; these feelings imprisoning me, i thought i've been cursed or this kind of daily ritual that i have to serve; this accident, how come this always happen to me? I thought Thee spoke to me with some different languages, so Thee push me to understand this conversation. God i thanked Thee, ev'ry single sign U gave. i still believe this was the answer of my praying 2 U; I believe:
first of all: God said yes, and he approved da done of mine, and gave me what I wanted
secondly: God said no, and gave me better things
last : God said wait, and gave me best things at da best time
da other perspective of mine, I saw this accident as the price that I ought to pay for ev’ry single Goddamn crazy thing I’ve ever done. God warned me! But I gon’ try my hardest to forgave myself; ta repeat doing some other fucking crazy thing in this world. Well now, I couldn’t erase these accidents, the memories stain in my fucking mind, that I’ve always done for years, I did so many fucking ridiculious stupid things; wheefhf, nothing was real but pain now, and then I ought to take this life any other way. Now, just like running but it stays right by my side.
I can’t believe the price I must to pay that I’ve loved my life so much;
Life is Confusing journey! No surprise
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